
I (usually) keep a moleskin nearby at all times for when inspiration strikes. You never know when you’ll get the urge to sketch, write a stream of consciousness, or jot down an inspirational quote.
I think we all have little rituals like this (tearing out magazine images, articles, doodling, scrap-booking, blogging, etc.) that help us unwind and mentally digest our thoughts.
Well, over the past year (especially the past few months) my life has changed so drastically, and gotten so busy, that I fear I have forgotten to make the time for myself to practice these little rituals.
I have piles of magazines that need to be torn up, and I can’t remember the last time I wrote in a personal journal, or sketched just for practice.
Tonight I got off work 3 hours earlier than “normal”. I relished the opportunity to be home before 9pm, knowing I had a good 3-4 hours before my boyfriend got home.
So, I made a little dinner, lit candles throughout the apartment, made of mug of hot cider, and sat down to write in my journal.
I received this particular moleskin as a birthday gift nearly 2 years ago (makes me feel old), and the first thing I did upon receiving it was flip to a random page in the middle and write down this quote:
“Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regret, so love the people who treat you right, and forget about the ones who don’t. Believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.”
- Unknown
I found this “random” page tonight because it just so happened to be the next blank page to write in.
I don’t know/can’t find where I originally discovered this quote (if any of you do please share!) But I love it. It really sums up how I try/want to live my life.
I don’t know where I am going with this post (I don’t have a daily outfit), but I thought it was important to remind myself (and all of you) how vital these little moments of “personal” time are.
Not only for mental health, but also to help give some perspective and inspiration; to help us to clear our thoughts and really get down to reason we are here, and why what we do what we do every day.
I may complain about coming home late, not seeing my friends enough, not having enough time to go to the gym, etc. But at the end of the day and I am really happy with my life right now. I am exactly where I need to be (even though I’m not sure where that is).
All I know is I am grateful for the time I do have to sit, blog, and sip a cup of tea at night. And I am grateful for the opportunity to prove myself, challenge myself, and learn every day.
I never thought life post-college would be this way, or that it would be so hard to get my career off the ground. But at least I know I am trying my hardest; while trying to enjoy the journey.
This brings me to another favorite quote of mine… this song lyric always helps to keep those tough days in perspective:
“I don’t know where I am, don’t know where I’ve been; but I know where I want to go”
-Bright Eyes, “First Day of My Life”
Hope you all have an amazing week!